Bonnie’s Pond

Long weekends are useful you can fit more work into a long weekend.

I worked all day monday, sunday, saturday and night shifts on the friday and thursday. It keeps me busy and sane and helps me to forget that the last three years this time I was horse rideing with thao for his birthday.

Mind you I am still manageing to hold some sembalance of a soical life, haveing been called a social butterfly which is pretty cool as it feels like all I have been doing as of late is working.

The action for my mums house was on saturday, the house was passed in no one bid on it which has my mum rather stressed out and it means we still have to keep it extra extra clean while the r/e agents show more buyers around it. I do want mum to sell it, I think that its time for all three of us to move on but there is a part of my thats glad it isn’t gone yet and I’m not sure how I feel about that part of my self at times I think its week and at times I think its careing and hart felt.

All in all its been a long hard and busy week and there are people I used to be able to chat to when I felt like this, usually not talking about what was wrong but just about anything a mental brake and a distraction from the more seriouse aspects of life. But there are a few of those people who don’t seem to be around at the moment both physically and emotionally. There are a few that are doing a stella job of haveing coffee with me and I am so so gratefull for those people not entirly sure what I would do with out them, prolly take up knitting again.