Bonnie’s Pond

She might be your biggest regret
but I think your mine
Cause now when I picture you naked
she’s turning back the covers
three is a croud and my head is full
but you made sure
she wan’t going anywhere
so I guess I’ll leave you to it
you can have my thought
I’m sure they are better than the real thing anyway

I want to fly to be free
I need to belive that all I need is me
I will build something to take me far from here
Build on something solid and then take flight
Jumping off the most solid thing I’ve got
You are my wings
But I’ve had wings before
Wings made of wax
And I flew to close to the […]

Six Years and I’m struggling to fill a tin
Why chase ghosts when ghosts are beating down my door?
He might not be you but he reminds me of what you used to be
I don’t want what we had I just want what we felt
I don’t need you for that I just need corage
But then I don’t […]

Evaporated Spirit
Silty Body
And just alot of things
which must be done
Evaporated Sole
Salty form
Walk, pause, turn and smile
Evaporated Emotions
Vacent state
Dot the I’s and cross the t’s
Put everything away for the day
Evaporated mind
Text book Cleches
I tried
Sometimes we don’t know all the answers

Kiwi green and iris blue
Empty alone discarded shell
Clutched sweaty in tiny palms
Childish treasures collecting dust
And we came full circle
Came, went came left
And we came full circle
But then we came back to earth
And he said he loved her
But he loved only the thought of her
she said she’d love him forever
But they lived beyond forever
They lived the […]

Thats right, you herd me right …… I ment to say need not want My mummy is getting married in augest and I get to be a brides maid. Which I think is kinda cool anyway but even more cool is the fact that as brides maids we all get to wear black
So now […]

Imploding with one big bang
Folding in and falling down
Contained by invisible restraints
The distruction turns within
Years to build and fortify
and seconds to destroy
Peoples will crumbles
Leveled to the ground
Words, sentences, conversations
Made without speaking a sound
To try find something
Umung scattered emotions
Something to hold, a lesson
Worth learning anything
that makes this mess woth wile
Pulling down towers is never easy
Walls hide […]

I don’t want to live but I don’t want to die
life has been worse but I don’t know why
I shouldn’t be here and yet here I am
my feets firmly planted here’s where I stand
and a million tears can’t wash me away
they lap at my edges my personality they fray
but I’m far to real and my […]

My semi permeable existance
is mesured in spaces between tears
time is not liner it slows the more
melancholy you feel
Father times spiteful trick or act of tough love
Ensures his children grow up stong
Grow up strong or start to crack
And god could be watching
watching as we love loose grow and prove
picking up his phone and sms ing his […]

Daddys Princess underground
dirty muddy homward bound
Queen of bitches much to hate
one ferm foot in hells own gate
Slim white finges reach for light
to try and touch the angels plight
fallen from your doorless tower
to watch defeat the finest hour
bruised and battered in your wake
from jail bars you make your brake
fairy tails they know you not
the stolen dream […]