Bonnie’s Pond

I don’t want to live but I don’t want to die
life has been worse but I don’t know why
I shouldn’t be here and yet here I am
my feets firmly planted here’s where I stand
and a million tears can’t wash me away
they lap at my edges my personality they fray
but I’m far to real and my hand you could hold
though you might want to rub it my hearts made it cold
I’d love to disapear but I can’t by myself
I’d love to faid but I can’t bring myself
I’d love to die but I’m just not myself
I don’t want to live but I don’t want to die